still insomnia in october… make me feel time goes so slowly and feels this october wll never end. it was raining outside makes the cold night, nice moment for sleep and dream. but my heart still burn… my mind not compromized with my body, to rest and let all flow. just ask my deepest heart, what it want to right now. stil standing here at the intersection or keep moving on, look forward with new directin and new pathway. don’t know, yesterday has left me but tomorow seems won’t to come. and ‘m just right here today. another day in confusion…